4 freaking days!!

How will I start this blog or ahem post.... whatever.. let's me just say I'LL FREAKING MISS .... .... .... 

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will i post her/his name. T-T 

moving on... well she/he will know that she/he i the one i'm talking about...

Today was fun... except during lunch break...

(people around me: SHARE SHARE!!)

(miyo: FINE FINE!)

Stella got mad or annoyed a while ago. cause some of us during the practice while she was discussing something about the u* they keep on blabbing.

who wouldn't get annoyed right.

there... then she and kim asked who will not come. 4 of us raised our hands. then she (stella) said: Hindi namin kayo tuturuan bahala kayo magcope-up (Nobody will help you. It's up to you to cope-up). 

So I'm in S1 and if I have to cope-up on my own, i'll just go to melody... since I (seriously) can't do it without guidance. whatever~!

then I ask her if she was serious. and she said yes. T-T I was freaking scared.... because the way she said it... she's like mad at me or something. and she will not help me. I got scared and.... wanted to cry...

(I'm a cry baby.. inside... but I really want to cry~~~ :'(( ) 

moving on.. I became quiet for awhile thinking about it. Well I was already having 2nd thoughts about joining my family's trip. Ditch it and go to practice... Dunno. But seriously I was having such thoughts already.

Anyway... I asked her again.. and I guess she saw how scared I was and she said that she will help me. :) this made me feel at ease. But still the GUILT FEELING!!!! O.O

I mean... I don't know I felt guilty all of a sudden. Like, it's already one week before the graduation song competition and I'm not going to the practice on Monday!! T-T I don't know if they will have another underground or whatever!

She said sorry...

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I still feel bad.. T-T REALLY BAD

oh.. I've composed another song today. Inspired by my very own STUPID onii-sama XD

(Justin: If ever you'll read this sorry. but you're really STUPID! and you know why already XD)

I want to make another one. for that special person. :)

I'll have to cut my blog short.

I'll be going on a trip. I won't  be online.

ta ta :D

till next time

xo miyo :)