L'eau amant Demoiselle: Retreat2

Saturday (Nov. 14, 2009)

How can I forget this day... this is the day... the exact day when I cried for 4-5 hours straight.... I really did.. well before that... lemme share the events :)

Dorm E woke up at exactly 3.45am :)) So early? I KNOW RIGHT!!! we woke up early so we can take a bath early :)) After that... around 4.30 I decided to walk around the vicinity to reflect and everything... I sat in my usual bench (i love that bench) in front of the Administration Office... at first I really don't know what was I doing there? And I decided to Pray... really pray. I didn't even notice the tree in front of me.. I didn't feel scared at all. The place was dark around that time and the fogs is soooo thick... I only had my Flashlight with me... I reflected and prayed a lot... But the wind started to feel a bit chilly so I headed back to our dorm and waited for my other Friends to finish their morning routines. :))

izzy sleeping

mommy stella trying to scare

uhmm... you judge

Those are just example of our pics.. Anyway moving on.. We ate our breakfast around 7am before that.. Gelli and I decided to take a walk and talk about a lot of things :) We did. :)) we became close to each other :)

i like her shot :) Courtesy of me ofcourse :))

(frigging pixels :)))

Anyway... after that.. After breakfast they decided to walk around enjoying the view, me on the other hand decided to disconnect myself and reflect... after a few reflections.. I cried.. REALLY I didn't notice it... >.< i really did cry... ALOT... and that experience made me closer to God :)

and when I passed by the Conference on my way back to my Friends, I was still crying a bit.. Bro Ed. noticed it and asked me what's wrong.. I told him everything and he was Proud of my realizations.

So the Morning session started.. I was already in tears during the opening prayer... And when I read the poem... IT MADE ME CRY ALOT! I'll post the Poem in a separate blog. That poem HIT ME so hard T-T

after that, there was a sharing of problems.. I don't want to share first.. but since I was called... I decided it's better to share it. So i did... I cried... and after a few sharings i can't take it anymore, I went out and cried a bucket.. Jaziel and Cheska came and hugged me.. asking if i was okay. I said I just wanted to cry and they comforted me.. Bro Ed came and told us to go back and Journey with our classmates so we did. After the sharing... My head is aching and my eyes were SORE!! T-T

We had a Mass... after mass we ate our lunch and packed up. We took alot of pictures infront of the chapel