there are times when I feel really really bad... and I don't even know why...
lately I've been having this weird mood wings serious mood swings... I feel happy for a sec then sad for the next one... weird yea, very weird... and now, i'm feeling... nausated. very nausated. oh well im really really sick.. but the blood samples tells nothing. oh well... who knows?
Today at school... during break time especially lunch time I feel weird... like I want to puke.. and dizzy at the same time. I want to go to the clinic but I know that they will just you know kick me out :)) Just Kidding. Then during one of my class, i feel totally weird.... WELL I'M WEIRD (in a good way) but this weirdness has to stop or I won't keep up any longer.
And now, I'm watching a movie about Father-Daughter relationship. and yea i just head that 80% of young girls loose their Virginity on a Prom Night :)) HELL the FATHER IS CRAZIER THAN ME!! following a book and when i said FOLLOWING he really follows the book. He cares more about the book than the feelings of his own daughter. The twist is the doctor who wrote the book is only after for a Radio Show. :)) INSANE. but I've learned alot from this movie. Like Fathers being too protective of their daughters.
Anyway, going back to my life...
I'm completely in control of my life now, well JUST NOW. Finally. I tried my best to keep my life in top shape. :) and I'm now happy. really happy.
and what about my title "Confused Heart"
I'm confused really confuse. like I posted before.. I CAN'T CONTROL MY HEART!!! I LIKE no LOVE HIM REALLY REALLY REALLY MUCH... and here comes girl... T_T and my feelings for her is like rain, pouring then over. Strong then Soft... >.< CONFUSING~!! I wish someone would tell me what to do. I wish I could tell them about it but im too shy.. T-T. We (her and me) talk yea but other than that... no hugs unlike her other friends... Oh well and about him... He lives in US and I'm in the Philippines so it's a LDR (Long Distance Relationship) that means the Relationship might go well.. who knows right..
enough of this
"It's a Roller Coaster kinda rush... that's the way I Love You"
Thursday, November 5, 2009
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is the "he" a particuler person currently in japan that i know?
ReplyDeleteit is just me being curious
i'd give u advise on love and relationships but it would b like talking about the thoughts of a dog...
i dont know a damn thing about the thought of dogs, so the best i could do is guess and hope i'm right :/
tho i supose my lack of love means i dont have to worry about all the relationshgip drama that usually happens
o well... nice blog.. i like it :)