creating my future

August 2, 12:30 pm this day, this time will determine my future. Wether I will pass UPCAT or not. A week before the exam, i was desperate to fill my brain all the information i should know; starting from the quadratic formula down to vector quantities. I slept late especially last 3 days, i barely slept the 2 nights before the exam. Friday I slept at 9pm and woke around 11 pm and studied until wee hours in the morning. And i slept again around 3:30 am and woke up around 7am remembering that my classmate has to pick up the math reviewer. After so much pressure the day came. The night before I tried to relax but I cant help but read the reviewer and memorize the terms. I slept aroun 10pm but when i woke up, i felt exhausted like i want to go back to bed and sleep but it was already 8am i have to attend Mass at 10 am and the exam will start soon.

My Mom, ninang and I arrived UP exactly before the mass begin. During the mass, I was holding my rosary and praying for the Holy Spirit to guide me also I told God "Jesus, Ikaw na po bahala sa akin" The whole mass i have the feeling of nervousness, excitment oh and also I want to cry. After the mass, we went near the food stands and ate a stick of bbq. My friend messaged me telling me that they are already lining up in the math building. I panicked and cant eat anymore, I went back to our car, parked just beside the Law Center, and grabbed my things.
My mom and Ninang watched me as i went inside the Law Center to line up.

I waited for about 20 mins and its already time for the test. Our room was on the top floor and yea it was COLD. As I went inside the room, I scanned for some scholasticans fortunately there was one who was seated 2 seats behind me. After giving all the instructions and things to do or not to do, the test began. The test lasted for 5 hours, 5 brain wrecking hours. :)) finally the test ended. I was excited to go out and scream THE TEST IS DONE!!!

haha.

yea i got home tired, homeworks to do and a written report to type. The next day monday, i was so dizzy :D i cant even concentrate :))